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i hate this girl who lives at our house and sister of my sister, and daugther of my dad and my mom. but she’s not my sister!i don’t recognice her as a sister.i call her “parasite”!

i am the kind of person that is so “maselan” in terms of gamit. my things is just for me, sounds so selfish ryt? but if you want to borrow all you have to do is ask. now i am just irritated with that pig parasite who always use my things without permission, yeah she’s older than me but it is still improper!the nerve!!!

i hate her! she has no space for this house, and she has no spce for in my heart. i want her to leave this f*n house! just don’t show your face to me or else i will break your f*n face!

you just made my day miserable.!

There are things we regret- Words we wish had gone unsaid, beginnings that had bitter endings, chances we threw away, roads we should have never taken, signs we didn’t see, hearts we hurt needlessly and wounds we wish we could mend.

The past can’t rewritten, but it can make us stronger. Be thankful for every change, for every break in your heart, for every scar.

Pages were turned and bridges were burned  and ive learned…

=> Now, i can say that i’ve learned and i will never be that person again. But why do other people keep on bringing me down by my own mistake before?… I committed mistake.Yes. I’ve been hurt emotionally and physically,I was so down but still i heard laugh and judgment from them.They were not there when that happened,they don’t even know why and how did i fell to the ground.

I AM JUST ASKING FOR A LITTLE RESPECT.You are a teacher and you should act like one.

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My heart is like an open book.It depends on how you read me.Don’t judge me by my cover..Look inside and discover.

=>every person has a heart and a brain.if this two coordinates it’ll have a good product.When you open your heart for a person you should also think whats best for her/him. but it looks like you’re the only person that has brain and heart but it’s not functioning.You have a brain but its empty you have a heart but its not pumping. you’re like a living-dead,a parasite, a decomposer.

ouch!masakit sa heart di ba?so i assume now you know what it feels!

AMANOS!

uhhm!what is really happening to your back when you turn around? clueless? or haven’t experienced that kind situation. are you sure?or just pretending?

these days you can’t tell who are true and who are not?

people, nowadays can say things behind each people back even if you’ve been good to them.

this day i went home from school alone and a so called friend choose to be with her bf than her friend and not just that i was so disappointed to a SLUT. i know that i had done something bad to them but still i don’t want to be treated like that, actually i don’t even know what is my sin.

we can say bad things that can hurt other people but still we intend to do so,it was a mistake and a bad habit that needs to be out grow.

JUST BE CAREFUL AND TRUST NO ONE!

WE’LL NEVER KNOW……..

There a lot of people who don’t like me..

People who criticize how i ru my life..

People who just say horrible things that hurts me..

People who do things to give me pain..

People who will never understand my principles in life..

People who keep trying to put me down and tell bad htings behind my back..

but through it all, i struggle to prove them myself that i don’t exist to please them.

even though it still hurts but its more painful when your friends is one of those people that im talking about…

uhhmm. how do i suppose to start?….

we were together for about 4 years.since freshman to juniors.we made through ups and downs.and now we are on last year of high school and they’re trying to break the bond the we created.it’s not easy to pretend that its not hurting me that i am contented where i am now although i have to accept my faith.

we should finish what we started. we should graduate in that school and take the path that we wanna go. hahahahah so silly.

i miss you all.were not classmates anymore but were still FRIENDS.

There’s a person who always make my day miserable if i see her, and that is my sister or should i say their sister(Jennifer).lol. How can she make us proud? All she do is eat, sleep, and eat.That girl always spent her whole day in his boyfriend’s house.SHE CAN’T EVEN WASH HER OWN UNDIES!She was never a good sister to us and a good daugther to my parents.

REASONS WHY I HATE HER:

1)Last year we fought because i showed some uncivilized manners to her, she thow a scissor and hit my face and its near to my eyes.My dad ask why did i do that and i said “she was never been my sister,all she get for you is headaches, so Why should i respect her”.

2)Lately,she  woke up in the morning.My sister is washing our clothes and she don’t even offered her some help otherwise she went out to eat with her bf.And then she came home rushed into the PC and played gods war.After an hour she slept!WHAT A LIFE!

3)Jennifer(the girl that I’m talking about)(I’m not sure if i spelled her name right) is full of insecurities,leisure, she spent her allowance for nothing(maybe for gaining fat)!

there’s a lot more i just can’t post it cause it’s so private even though i hate her i’m still giving her a lil privacy.

SHE NEVER MADE US PROUD.SHE WAS NEVER A SISTER TO ME.I HATE HER AND MY ANGER TO HER WILL NEVER FADE.

SHE’S THE PIG PARASITE.

SHE’S THE BLACK SEED OF OUR FAMILY

SHE’S NUMSKULLED

I really don’t have to be super nice. Sometimes i have to appear having an antagonist aura so that i can sort out who can accept me at my worst mood and who rejects me when im mad, and losing control of my real identity. I just hope you can still accept me..

ryt now i am waiting for someone to ask forgiveness?

why?

because i dnt like what you did.you ran away and left me behind and i was begging to come with you.think abt it girl, if were in my situation,what would be your reaction? tanga aku pero may puso din! even though it is only a joke it still hurts.

i started my day with a smile . and ended with tears